top of page
Autistically Me
![068383_597cf058d8a443a6a73c02e381e9b67c~](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/068383_7f3735620c0443d5be58bf67e9445947~mv2.jpg/v1/crop/x_0,y_72,w_413,h_429/fill/w_130,h_136,al_c,q_80,usm_0.66_1.00_0.01,enc_avif,quality_auto/068383_597cf058d8a443a6a73c02e381e9b67c~.jpg)
![Abstract Background](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_a55e6f2b44fd42639ec0a57a48875a57~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_581,h_387,al_c,q_80,usm_0.66_1.00_0.01,enc_avif,quality_auto/11062b_a55e6f2b44fd42639ec0a57a48875a57~mv2.jpg)
My Blog
Welcome to my ramble filled blog on this corner of the interweb. I don't have a set schedule for when I update this, I mostly use it as an online processing diary type thing. And unless I know the people mentioned would be ok with their names being used, all names included within any blog post, are fake. But the people behind the fake names are 100% real. Enjoy reading thoughts and lessons from my brain
![](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_6c7ea4749bc14ce6b3c2e98dab49fef8~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_250,h_250,fp_0.50_0.50,q_30,blur_30,enc_auto/11062b_6c7ea4749bc14ce6b3c2e98dab49fef8~mv2.webp)
![Anger, grief and fear](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_6c7ea4749bc14ce6b3c2e98dab49fef8~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_292,h_219,fp_0.50_0.50,q_90,enc_auto/11062b_6c7ea4749bc14ce6b3c2e98dab49fef8~mv2.webp)
Beth Woolley
Jan 26, 20248 min read
Anger, grief and fear
Date: 26th Jan 2024 I had an interesting therapy session today. By interesting, I mean I cried for the first time in a while and was...
3
![](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_4f6fdd0235aa43039d3cfefeb25a748b~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_250,h_250,fp_0.50_0.50,q_30,blur_30,enc_auto/11062b_4f6fdd0235aa43039d3cfefeb25a748b~mv2.webp)
![My relationship with Jack](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_4f6fdd0235aa43039d3cfefeb25a748b~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_292,h_219,fp_0.50_0.50,q_90,enc_auto/11062b_4f6fdd0235aa43039d3cfefeb25a748b~mv2.webp)
Beth Woolley
Jan 24, 202418 min read
My relationship with Jack
Date: 24th Jan 2023 I was going back through old blog posts and realised I'd unpacked my relationship with Luna countless times but I've...
8
![](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_b33e3b11f4b242abb67c820b863554c1~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_250,h_250,fp_0.50_0.50,q_30,blur_30,enc_auto/11062b_b33e3b11f4b242abb67c820b863554c1~mv2.webp)
![My Experience with Depression, Self Harm and Suicidality and how this continues to affect my life now.](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_b33e3b11f4b242abb67c820b863554c1~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_292,h_219,fp_0.50_0.50,q_90,enc_auto/11062b_b33e3b11f4b242abb67c820b863554c1~mv2.webp)
Beth Woolley
Jan 22, 202411 min read
My Experience with Depression, Self Harm and Suicidality and how this continues to affect my life now.
Date: 22nd Jan 2024 CW for this post, as the title suggests this post talks about self harm and suicidality, nothing graphic mentioned...
7
![](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/28223cc45b8f4eb3a1454901625c49ba.jpg/v1/fill/w_250,h_250,fp_0.50_0.50,q_30,blur_30,enc_auto/28223cc45b8f4eb3a1454901625c49ba.webp)
![Reflections on 2023](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/28223cc45b8f4eb3a1454901625c49ba.jpg/v1/fill/w_292,h_219,fp_0.50_0.50,q_90,enc_auto/28223cc45b8f4eb3a1454901625c49ba.webp)
Beth Woolley
Dec 29, 20235 min read
Reflections on 2023
Date: 29th Dec 2023 Hullo, I did this around this time last year and actually really loved the idea of making this a yearly segment on my...
8
![](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_f6ec154659b747319b897ef1b0bf622d~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_250,h_250,fp_0.50_0.50,q_30,blur_30,enc_auto/11062b_f6ec154659b747319b897ef1b0bf622d~mv2.webp)
![My upbringing sometimes sucked](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_f6ec154659b747319b897ef1b0bf622d~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_292,h_219,fp_0.50_0.50,q_90,enc_auto/11062b_f6ec154659b747319b897ef1b0bf622d~mv2.webp)
Beth Woolley
Dec 2, 202310 min read
My upbringing sometimes sucked
Date: 2nd Dec 2023 Ok, hello online diary. This post is a combination of one I wrote back in mid Nov and I elongated it this month,...
6
![](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/186a690faba7455493720ffd91a7092f.jpg/v1/fill/w_250,h_250,fp_0.50_0.50,q_30,blur_30,enc_auto/186a690faba7455493720ffd91a7092f.webp)
![Where has the time gone?](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/186a690faba7455493720ffd91a7092f.jpg/v1/fill/w_292,h_219,fp_0.50_0.50,q_90,enc_auto/186a690faba7455493720ffd91a7092f.webp)
Beth Woolley
Oct 19, 202314 min read
Where has the time gone?
Date: 19th October 2023 Two days ago I officially handed in my MASc thesis! That sentence still sounds weird to both say and write. Like...
6
![](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_880c7b78f2784cb48e182e145a301663~mv2.jpeg/v1/fill/w_250,h_250,fp_0.50_0.50,q_30,blur_30,enc_auto/11062b_880c7b78f2784cb48e182e145a301663~mv2.webp)
![Future Plans](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_880c7b78f2784cb48e182e145a301663~mv2.jpeg/v1/fill/w_292,h_219,fp_0.50_0.50,q_90,enc_auto/11062b_880c7b78f2784cb48e182e145a301663~mv2.webp)
Beth Woolley
Sep 29, 20234 min read
Future Plans
Date: 29th Sept 2023 I think this is the first time I have maybe ever sat down and actively thought about my future and my plans for said...
5
![](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_679e86cb88754d809cb9eb529101a8e7~mv2.jpeg/v1/fill/w_250,h_250,fp_0.50_0.50,q_30,blur_30,enc_auto/11062b_679e86cb88754d809cb9eb529101a8e7~mv2.webp)
![Dear Jack](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_679e86cb88754d809cb9eb529101a8e7~mv2.jpeg/v1/fill/w_292,h_219,fp_0.50_0.50,q_90,enc_auto/11062b_679e86cb88754d809cb9eb529101a8e7~mv2.webp)
Beth Woolley
Jun 10, 20233 min read
Dear Jack
Date: 10th June 2023 Dear Jack, when I came up with your fake name, I named you after someone in my family who has been by my side since...
13
![](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_15cbe7ed567a481aa572883939e7ad10~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_250,h_250,fp_0.50_0.50,q_30,blur_30,enc_auto/11062b_15cbe7ed567a481aa572883939e7ad10~mv2.webp)
![Dear Luna](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_15cbe7ed567a481aa572883939e7ad10~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_292,h_219,fp_0.50_0.50,q_90,enc_auto/11062b_15cbe7ed567a481aa572883939e7ad10~mv2.webp)
Beth Woolley
Jun 7, 20235 min read
Dear Luna
Date: 7th June 2023 Dear Luna, if I had all the bravery in the world, here are the things I would want you to know. Some I will send to...
22
![](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/5f417cf2de374e3ea9af49ca1d18d25e.jpg/v1/fill/w_250,h_250,fp_0.50_0.50,q_30,blur_30,enc_auto/5f417cf2de374e3ea9af49ca1d18d25e.webp)
![6 years on](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/5f417cf2de374e3ea9af49ca1d18d25e.jpg/v1/fill/w_292,h_219,fp_0.50_0.50,q_90,enc_auto/5f417cf2de374e3ea9af49ca1d18d25e.webp)
Beth Woolley
May 26, 20235 min read
6 years on
Date 26th May 2023 There's not many times I truly stop and appreciate just how far I have come since 2017. And honestly if you had told...
3
![](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/8be10bae4e584a848adacd901c831094.jpg/v1/fill/w_250,h_250,fp_0.50_0.50,q_30,blur_30,enc_auto/8be10bae4e584a848adacd901c831094.webp)
![Friendship...?](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/8be10bae4e584a848adacd901c831094.jpg/v1/fill/w_292,h_219,fp_0.50_0.50,q_90,enc_auto/8be10bae4e584a848adacd901c831094.webp)
Beth Woolley
May 24, 20236 min read
Friendship...?
Date: 16th May 2023 I had a moment this evening when I suddenly realised something has shifted with my internal relationship boundaries...
7
![](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_5bbf019ac2bd44a6b998770f998ea979~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_250,h_250,fp_0.50_0.50,q_30,blur_30,enc_auto/11062b_5bbf019ac2bd44a6b998770f998ea979~mv2.webp)
![The "Fuck It " method](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_5bbf019ac2bd44a6b998770f998ea979~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_292,h_219,fp_0.50_0.50,q_90,enc_auto/11062b_5bbf019ac2bd44a6b998770f998ea979~mv2.webp)
Beth Woolley
Apr 25, 20234 min read
The "Fuck It " method
Date: 25th April 2023 Well it's been a while hasn't it? I am still alive just been partially buried under the mountainous pile of work...
5
![](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/cf4eb4551f0944299e3b44a185f08816.jpg/v1/fill/w_250,h_250,fp_0.50_0.50,q_30,blur_30,enc_auto/cf4eb4551f0944299e3b44a185f08816.webp)
![A Perfect Creative Mess](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/cf4eb4551f0944299e3b44a185f08816.jpg/v1/fill/w_292,h_219,fp_0.50_0.50,q_90,enc_auto/cf4eb4551f0944299e3b44a185f08816.webp)
Beth Woolley
Mar 3, 20237 min read
A Perfect Creative Mess
Date: 3rd March 2023 Well if life has taught me one thing dear reader, it is that when you least expect it, things fall into place. I've...
11
![](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_36d813ccd0e14d138aeb4f82e5f8fb60~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_250,h_250,fp_0.50_0.50,q_30,blur_30,enc_auto/11062b_36d813ccd0e14d138aeb4f82e5f8fb60~mv2.webp)
![Reflections on 2022](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_36d813ccd0e14d138aeb4f82e5f8fb60~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_292,h_219,fp_0.50_0.50,q_90,enc_auto/11062b_36d813ccd0e14d138aeb4f82e5f8fb60~mv2.webp)
Beth Woolley
Dec 31, 20225 min read
Reflections on 2022
Date: 31st Dec 2022. Dear reader, as 2022 draws to a close, I want to take some time to reflect on the things I have done this year that...
5
![](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_cb4f839f486a4bacb447e1c753195167~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_250,h_250,fp_0.50_0.50,q_30,blur_30,enc_auto/11062b_cb4f839f486a4bacb447e1c753195167~mv2.webp)
![Asking for help is hard and that's ok](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_cb4f839f486a4bacb447e1c753195167~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_292,h_219,fp_0.50_0.50,q_90,enc_auto/11062b_cb4f839f486a4bacb447e1c753195167~mv2.webp)
Beth Woolley
Dec 14, 20227 min read
Asking for help is hard and that's ok
Date: 8th Dec 2022 Hello my dearest reader, asking for help is super hard for me at the best of times. There's so many reasons behind...
8
![](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_1fa99edfb520455996c9fe54ff15df44~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_250,h_250,fp_0.50_0.50,q_30,blur_30,enc_auto/11062b_1fa99edfb520455996c9fe54ff15df44~mv2.webp)
![Am I safe with you?](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_1fa99edfb520455996c9fe54ff15df44~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_292,h_219,fp_0.50_0.50,q_90,enc_auto/11062b_1fa99edfb520455996c9fe54ff15df44~mv2.webp)
Beth Woolley
Nov 24, 20226 min read
Am I safe with you?
Date: 23rd November 2022 Over the past few weeks I have been doing a lot of reflecting on the questions of "do I feel safe with (insert...
11
![](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/59b675b3f18f47c987630c958da74b7e.jpg/v1/fill/w_250,h_250,fp_0.50_0.50,q_30,blur_30,enc_auto/59b675b3f18f47c987630c958da74b7e.webp)
![A letter to 16 year old me](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/59b675b3f18f47c987630c958da74b7e.jpg/v1/fill/w_292,h_219,fp_0.50_0.50,q_90,enc_auto/59b675b3f18f47c987630c958da74b7e.webp)
Beth Woolley
Nov 5, 20226 min read
A letter to 16 year old me
Date: 5th Nov 2022 It's 5 years and 2 months to the day that I started on a college course that would change my world view, change the...
8
![](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_b605a99f82a446bb871573130fcb2276~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_250,h_250,fp_0.50_0.50,q_30,blur_30,enc_auto/11062b_b605a99f82a446bb871573130fcb2276~mv2.webp)
![Why hello (again!)](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_b605a99f82a446bb871573130fcb2276~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_292,h_219,fp_0.50_0.50,q_90,enc_auto/11062b_b605a99f82a446bb871573130fcb2276~mv2.webp)
Beth Woolley
Sep 4, 20225 min read
Why hello (again!)
Date: 4th Sept 2022 Hello beautiful people! It's been a year (almost two) since I last posted anything on here and I am still very much...
13
![](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_d5c57f9fbeb94839b7e088b8f78f20f2~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_250,h_250,fp_0.50_0.50,q_30,blur_30,enc_auto/11062b_d5c57f9fbeb94839b7e088b8f78f20f2~mv2.webp)
![Update on me right now](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_d5c57f9fbeb94839b7e088b8f78f20f2~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_292,h_219,fp_0.50_0.50,q_90,enc_auto/11062b_d5c57f9fbeb94839b7e088b8f78f20f2~mv2.webp)
Beth Woolley
Dec 8, 20204 min read
Update on me right now
Date: 8th Dec 2020 Why hello fellow readers! I'm not 100% sure where to start with this life update but I will start somewhere cos I have...
163
![](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_b33e3b11f4b242abb67c820b863554c1~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_250,h_250,fp_0.50_0.50,q_30,blur_30,enc_auto/11062b_b33e3b11f4b242abb67c820b863554c1~mv2.webp)
![Therapy ain't easy and it's making my brain hurt](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/11062b_b33e3b11f4b242abb67c820b863554c1~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_292,h_219,fp_0.50_0.50,q_90,enc_auto/11062b_b33e3b11f4b242abb67c820b863554c1~mv2.webp)
Beth Woolley
Jul 30, 20204 min read
Therapy ain't easy and it's making my brain hurt
Date: 30th July 2020 So it turns out recovery from depression and self harm for me, is an ongoing process. I haven't updated this blog...
5
bottom of page